Woah! I’ve missed blogging you guys! I’m back after that grueling test I’ve worked hard on.
So let’s catch up!
Just in case you haven’t noticed, I’ve been flaunting this new logo here at badingako.com and thanks to Ryeness (after his fabulous comment, I’d love to hear from you guys as well), made me more enthusiastic in pursuing this plan of mine.
Okay, so I’ve been doing some jobs lately and they’re all fierce thank God! I’ve been a freelance graphic artist for so long and now I’m finally employed (well, sort of… I guess) at a company I can’t spill just yet. I’m one of their official graphic artist (another one’s in the U.S. of A) and I’m finally making my own money. And being exposed in the industry for months now, I’m starting to trust myself a bit better in being able to deal with all sorts of people.
So anyhoo, I want to make money not only in the company where I am in right now. I want to have clients of my own (one day) and just burst-open my window and just love myself till mosquitoes invade the grotesque-ness known as my skin. Kidding! So here I am, trying to establish myself as a graphic artist in my (I could only hope) own company, Remcyl Designs. I’ve put in a new page link (see top of page) aka Portfolio for you to have a glimpse of what I’ve done so far and the skills I possess (sounds too confident?). Yes! In the kind of industry we have today, you have to shout loud with your talent for you to stand out! Gone are the days of the silent fighters. Tsk! Tsk!
So there, I do hope I get clients both in and out of the Philippines to kick-off my future plans.
Moving on…
I think it’s about time I blog about my Pinoy Idol experience. It has been long overdue and it was only now that I got the chance to talk about it.
Remember when I said the gays would be invading? Once again, I was right!!! In all shapes and sizes they came. The expected ones who would dress discreetly, the ones who wore tons of cake on their faces, the ones who dared to put shimmers, glitters, whoozits, and whatzits on their faces, and those like me, who decided to look like passersby-supposed-to-buy-vinegar-at-a-store-and-decided-to-audition. NOT! Lol 
So there I was with a fellow UoPian–pronounced as Yoo-woap-yan (yes, my school had the nerve to call us that!) trying our luck at Stadia. The line was long, the sun was scorching, and armpits started producing their own Eew de toilette. Lucky me I grew up in the Sahara making me a camel among the milk fishes.
Going back, I’m really not that familiar with the process since I didn’t audition last season, so every step was a first for me.
The long line leads to the area inside the Stadia (oh yes, they made a line out of us outside the venue– shame! shame!) where the requirements were to be checked. What happened next was a surprise to me and everyone I believe.
You know how we see American Idol on TV and see all the young hopefuls in front of the three judges? Well, that wasn’t the case with the Philippine counterpart. Since everything is scraped to the last cheapness here in the third world, there are two legs of the audition. First was with Arsi Baltazar (the guy who rejected me for Pinoy Pop Superstar). The moment I came in the partition and saw his face, I was at complete shock since I didn’t expect to see him there doing the same job when I auditioned for the former competition.
I decided to sing a different song from the one I practiced since I wanted to save it for the three judges. So there I was, in the same position I was in years ago. I sang 3 words and he said “Thank You!”. I KNOW! Harsh for the faint-hearted. But not for me. I guess having been rejected once by him made it easier for me to accept rejection the second time around.
This entry to some might seem as sour-graping over the whole experience but I believe otherwise. In fact, I am at rage over another aspect.
For competitions (more as opportunities to many) such as this where a lot of things are sacrificed for the chance of getting in– money, schooling, and debts are made, I think everyone deserves to at least have a couple of lines sang, for them to prove their talent and showcase their best. Out of the 30 hopefuls in the line of chairs, only 1 got in.
It’s such a sad thought that at the end of the day, talent was overlooked just because of the face value. Yes, I know my capabilities as a performer, and I know I am really good. Is it fair for me not to get the same chance as the good-looking ones?
I know in the music industry of the PHILIPPINES ONLY, face value matters. But at the end of the day, we need to realize what the competition is, and it is a singing competition.
So I just leave you with a question. And frankly, I’d love to hear your opinions. Is it easier to enhance vocals from a good-looking performer, or easier to enhance the looks from a talented hopeful?
