June 19th, 2008 by Remcyl


To both Abraham Amigable and Raymark Perreras, Yes I’m a slut! But I’m the best slut in town. Fuck! I’m the best slut there is! Period! While you two are of the purest of all angels. Sometimes I even question why angels such as you guys exist here on Earth where all the sins are committed.
I just love how everyone seems to be doing this as a trend now. People meet other people. People spend time together and be, what’s the word again? friends was it?, and then one hates the other, speaks to everyone about it and then lives his life like nothing ever happened and goes back to the old drawing board, right where he started.
I on the other hand just can’t seem to get tired of answering all these crap. So here I am again, answering crap.
Let’s start with the ever so perfect Raymark Perreras. Raymark who lives in a world where he is the Queen of all gay people.
Maybe you’re right. Maybe I am about sex. Because unlike me, you’re all about love and affection and caring for your partner. Yes I did seduce your boyfriend. Your boyfriend was lying there and did nothing about it. Uhm, if I remember correctly, I gave him head for roughly 15 minutes. If he really didn’t want to receive one, he would’ve stopped me the moment I was unzipping his pants. But I guess he wanted one anyway and enjoyed every minute of it justified by his constant moaning. I never asked you to pick my side anyways with the whole Chris issue. I even told you and Abraham to choose whoever you want to believe in the middle of it all which both of you shouldn’t be mingling with in the first place. Frankly, I never stabbed you in the back. I’ve always stabbed you to your face but since you are always floating in the thick fog known as your ego, you never noticed it. Maybe Chris and his friends all hate me, I really don’t care. For if I was to care every single time someone hates me or says something about me, I’d never leave the house. Yes! I’m mean, self-centered, bitchy, grotesque, fugly, and everyone loves to hate me. I understand that. For all those things are not you. You’ve made that very clear darling! For you are nothing like me. You say you’re proud for realizing things this early. Early? Was it not just the other day when I told you to come clean to Abraham? Since it was you who didn’t want anything mentioned to him after what we did? Tsk! Tsk! Unlike you Raymark Perreras who despises meeting me, I on the other hand was glad to have met you. For now I know that people possessing intelligence such as yourself could be the stupidest two legged histrionic person in unexpected situations.
And now to the remarkable Abraham Amigable. Abraham who lives in a world where he is sinless.
For someone who used to confront things to me before going out in the open, you sure have chosen the best issue not to do so. So forgive me if I am to attack you the same way. I just hope you’re as ready as I was reading your comments.
I really have no idea how your boyfriend broke the news to you. If all of them were true, or if the story has been altered to benefit him being egotistic and all. But from how I remembered things, I told him how unfair it would be for you not to know what happened to us, when you came clean right after what we did. Which is why I advised him to come clean in the first place.
Poor Raymark. I have to say after all these things has been said, I pity not myself, but Raymark. I asked him to fuck me you say? Raymark, was it not you who wanted to fuck me out of pity after me and Chris’ breakup? I don’t know which is sadder? Your boyfriend fucking me, or your boyfriend fucking me just because he pitied me that I broke up with my ex-lover that he wanted to make me happy? I’ll leave the picking to you.
I find it soo funny how you consider yourselves victims. I had to delete one of the names you typed down for his own safety for I see no reason to involve his name in this subject matter just so you could prove how much of a slut I am. At the end of the day, I suck cock. For others, they get their cocks sucked. End of story.
Again, I never asked you to pick sides. If you chose Chris, then I wish you the best. For Chris is such a great guy. Maybe we had issues we never got to resolve, but that doesn’t make him a bad friend.
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In the midst of all these drama (which frankly I’m tired of), I only have one thing to say to these two lovebirds.
The two of you can hate me all you want. But unlike you guys, I prefer hating myself when situations that are out of my hands are given to me.
For all that had happened, the two of you should question how faithful you really are to your partner. I hope that with what happened, you’ve realized how quickly you two give in to temptation and how the littlest attempts can be the thinnest of ice. The moment I got back home and read your comments, I never thought of deleting them. For those were your opinions, and everyone who comments here are all welcome to share their opinions may they be personal or about my writings. The truth is, I have learned one valuable thing from Chris that I carry with me everyday, and that is to never pretend to be clean just to uplift one’s social status.
I have been a slut! But so have you guys! And frankly, there’s nothing wrong with admitting that you two are. I’ve never met any gay friend of mine who wasn’t a slut at one point of his life. And that’s okay.
Maybe the next time someone tempts you to receive heads or whatever sexual act, I am hoping you’d know how to handle them by then.
This is Remcyl Viloria. Graphic designer. Stylist. Slut.
Coming clean. . .
